This is the longest I’ve gone without talking to him since we’ve started talking… But I think I’m legit done. He hasn’t texted me. Or anything. This honestly sick so much! I’ve never been this upset about a boy. I can’t believe I let him get to me the way that I have. It’s just all the things he said. Legit made me believe that he liked me. It’s crazy how things have changed from a mouth ago. & I want is go them to go back. Cause I was honestly so happy! Like even though he had his shitty times. He also had so many good ones. & I feel like it had just started to get good. I honestly feel like he’ll want to come back to me. He’ll realized that he fucked up. But his new girl’s a THOT so whatever. Basic.
I was supposed go over & “bae” tonight!? Right I was going over there! I told him to let me know when he wanted me to go! & we were texting & stuff then I was the last one to reply… Never texted me. If he didn’t want me to visit him. He could of just said so. Like I’m so over him & his BS. It’s been literally a week since he’s been like this & I’ve had enough. It’s annoying & I’m wasting my time! I just need to call him & ask him what’s up cause if he wants out I want out!!! Fuck this! I knew all along that it was a bad idea. But it was literally going so good & idk what happened.
So… I’m laying here. Been waiting all day for a text message. It’s midnight. & honestly if it wasn’t for that. Today would of been perfect. Like… Idk. It’s upsetting because. I think he’s losing interest in me. I really honestly thought that this could of been something. Like legit. Had hope that it could of led into a relationship. & it maybe still could. But I just feel like he doesn’t like me anymore. Or as much as he used to. Cause i know he did really like me. & like it’s really crazy how I never in a million years thought he’d even be remotely interested in me. But like I’ve said before… It was fun while it lasted. We’ll see how it goes. I’m sure I’m overthinking things. But I just want to know what he wants.
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