mild sexual love blog
During the movie he says to me that he didn’t want to try anything cause my Friend “BP” told him I was a good girl. Soo I was kinda thinking he’s somewhat respectful. But i still wanted him to make a move. So we left. I was disappointed, mad, tired, & unsatisfied. Not a kiss did I get that night. We were on our way & he texts me. Saying that he hopes everything was cool & that he hopes I didnt thing he was a weirdo. So that kinda made my night better. We texted for the rest of the night. Also two days later we snapchated. He made my top friends. I still don’t know how I feel about him. He’s a tool. But he’s also SOOOO HOTT!! I’m so attracted to him I don’t even care. Cause it’s not like I want a relationship. I just want the D. If I was sexually active. Lol
Friday night my friend & I drove down to see the Instagram hottie. It all started on Thursday when I received a call from my friend asking me to go with her. She tells her guy to talk to my guy. So he texts me. I didn’t know how to take it. I was shocked cause I didn’t want to flake on my friend or this super hot guy! He was being pretty flirty through texts so I thought I was gunna get some action Friday night!! Lol I’m very inexperienced so I was pretty nervous that whole day! I barely ate anything! I even made up a lie to my parents just so I could go. So we drive there. we were gunna watch a movie. Which I thought was weird cause I never met him in person before so I kinda wanted to talk to him & get to know him. But we did chat a bit before & stuff. All we did was just kinda cuddle. Boy was I disappointed that night.