Dear diary...
This weekend- SATURDAY.

Saturday I had gone over to my cousins to stay for but since my parents are out of the country. There was a party going on that night. We go and we meet all her friends. There happens to be this guy… Flirts we me basically all night. I couldn’t really see what he looked like…. He had a pretty good looking silhouette… Anyways it was time for him & his friend to go who had been mackin on my sister… So I felt bad cause my sister kinda liked this kid & they wanted some time alone. So me & this other kid start walking to be alone… So I try and make conversation with this kid. I ask every question in the book. So this kid say’s “So I’m just gunna go for it okay!” Next thing I know he’s kissing me! He like grabs me & picks me up! I try & like get down to be like.. Hey I think that’s enough. But no… Starts kissing my neck! Then starts kissing me again picks me up. Bites my lipe & shii… Then says I have to go… He was an awful kisser! But Let’s just say I took one for the team that night.

colombiandream:

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If it was meant to last, it would have.
Red (Orange Is The New Black)

Good Vibes HERE

(via these-teen-quotes)
Subtweets…

Sub tweet me again BITCH. And I will ruin your fucking life. Cunt. How you ask? Well to start off your bf that you “Love so much” cheeted on your ugly basic ass. Not once but TWICE. Also before you guys dated he fuck like two other bitches. Literally if this basic cunt talks shit agin. I will not hold back. I’ve fucking had it with her!! - PS I really had to let that out.

What a summer…

It’s mid July… Midnight on a Friday night. I’m laying in bed thinking… “I have a month left here before I move” I’ve had one of the most disappointing summer EVER. Not exactly what I needed before going to college. I hardly see any of my friends. I can’t see my best friend because of his psycho girlfriend. Seriously awful. I just wish I had someone to talk to. My sister is also annoying TF out of me! God this month needs to hurry… But I better be carful what I wish for.

Text like these got me feelin some type of way… But they are meaningless to the person who sent them.

"….. Is there your mind set? Is this why you don’t date? Or is it cause you like girls? ;)" -BP 
Was sent randomly.
What does it mean when your best guy best friend who has a GF… Sends this to you? He couldn’t be anymore confusing. 😒 Whatever happens… Happens. But I would never interfere with his relationship. I’m not about that life. & Farma’s a bitch.

"….. Is there your mind set? Is this why you don’t date? Or is it cause you like girls? ;)" -BP
Was sent randomly.
What does it mean when your best guy best friend who has a GF… Sends this to you? He couldn’t be anymore confusing. 😒 Whatever happens… Happens. But I would never interfere with his relationship. I’m not about that life. & Farma’s a bitch.

Random thoughts

I can’t really see anyone actually falling In Love with me. No ones ever been interested in me I the way where they want to be in a relationship… So I can’t see it happening to me. I always think guys are fake towards me & just tell me what I want to hear.

First timer…

Visiting my cousin this week I had quite the time. We had originally planned for me to meet this guy named Albert… He’s black. A state champ & super cute. We snapchated for like two weeks & are currently each others 1# best friends. Anyways… The first night we got our aunt to buy us alcohol. She bought strawberitas. They did not taste the best but I had like two & I was feeling it… It wasn’t the first time I’ve had alcohol but it was the first time I had ever been tipsy. I also had a shot of tequila. Soo nasty. During my state of “tipsy-ness” I was texting my BFF… BP. Lately we’ve been pretty flirty with each other. Let’s keep in mind that he has a GF… So we were texting. Then I decided to call him… The things he says… Ugh I wish I could record our convo cause thinking about puts the biggest smile on my face! He told me that he’s gunna marry a pretty Mexican girl (Me) lol. Then he gave me something to think about. He said that we I go hang out with Albert that when I get home that night… Whoever I think about last was the guy I should be talk to… He’s such a good bull shitter though. I never know what to believe. Smh…