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The farthest!

So about three nights ago Bae came over to my new apartment with his friend! & they brought some alcohol & stuff! So yeah I’m such a lightweight! That I was all over him!! At first we just start making out on the couch.. I was straddled on him like grinding on him kissing his neck! Ohh baby shit was getting heated! Then I wanted another drink so I walked to the kitchen he followed me & starts kissing me then picks me up and sets me on the kitchen content as we’re kissing! Then we had to take a picture together as he grabs my butt! The shortly after I wanted to have a talk about what we were! DTR. But it was pointless because I have no idea what we’re doing. But after that we continued to make out on the couch. Lol but this was like ass grabbing, he was feeling me up and sucked on my titz! Lol so it darts getting late & we go to my bed room & that’s when things get HOT!! We’re layin there kissing and then he takes my shirt off then my bra! Touching them again! We start grinding he like puts his penis up to my pussy & then he takes my shorts & underwear off. Starts kissing my stomach then starts eating me out and fingering me! We star switching positions then tells me to put my pussy on his face! Then I start touching his penis and we just kind of stop. Afterward he said his balls hurt and that I have him blue balls. We head out to the tarries out side and no one was there so we’re like laying out the making out! Touching each other! We go back home & he says he needs to jack off! Lol I just feel bad! We go to bed they leave in the morning & I kiss him good bye!

Mixed emotions.

So that kid I made out with two weeks ago… Yeah well him & are pretty much “talking” or whatever now. & it’s been pretty good for the most part. He’s so cute, & such a sweet talker! & I love texting him! But when we’re in person… It’s so awkward! It’s so weird. Like it pisses me off! Idk if he just makes me nervous or if I just intimidate him or something! But I just want to conversate! Before that we were fine but now it’s awkward. Idk… He says he really likes me but I’m not tryna look dumb! So I’m still just going with the flow! But Every guy I talk to I compare to BP… & no one compares! I can talk to him about anything & everything & I’m just looking for that! It’ll take time but I just want that with someone else!

So much!

Well it’s that time of the year! When summer comes close to an end! And school starts! I start college next week end I’m so excited! But sooo nervous! About everything.. Money, my classes, making friends, staying close with my current friends. It’s all become real. And I think I’m ready… For the most part. I’m just so ready to move away from my family & get away from this prison! 😒 But after everything I’m grateful for my experience here at CHS & for all the friends & memories I’ve made. It’s been real. 😊✌️

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Like idk what to say sometimes! I can’t really believe it.

This guy…

So the guy I made out with on the pool party night. Keeps texting me, wanting to hang out. At first I was just thinking it was gunna be a one night thing. But he sends me these long ass Messages. He’s also tweeting things like ” I think I’m Falling for you”. Sayin’ I’m on his mind & stuff. He’s a sweet talker… It’s really weird cause. I think he’s really cute & I kinda want to go with it. But every time I start talkin to a guy… It leads to nothing. & I think I’m ready to be I a relationship. But I’m just gunna go with flow. See if anything happens. But he has yet to text me today… So looks like it’ll be over sooner than I thought.

FREEDOME AT LAST!

It was Friday night & my friends & I were bored AF! We hadn’t heard of anything going on that night. Until we got text saying there was a pool party going on that night. So we go! Let’s just say the party didn’t start till we got there! We started drinkin’ gettin in the pool! It was fun! Then I started feeling it after two shots & one mixed drink! I had my eye on one guy that night! Gosh I’ve had a little crush on him for the longest time! & we’ve been friends just flirted for awhile now! But he was mine that night! It was my goal! So we were being a little flirtatious towards each other… Nothing big. Then he asked me to take a shot… I really didn’t want to. So I asked him. “What will I get if I take this shot”? & He says… “I’ll kiss you” lol can’t say I didn’t see that comin but… I DID! Lol So we kis- more like made out! You could say I was a happy girl that night! Not because we made out once… No. We made out three times! He’s so hott! 😍 gosh it was totally the highlight of my summer! I love pool parties. Later on that night he tweets ” I could marry ********”. Lol I gave it a favorite & a retweet!